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lost Ever find that... Have you ever found yourself just wandering through the normal business of your day, and then suddenly get hit with a wave of unhappy feelings that seem to come from nowhere? Whoosh! Here they come! Whoosh! - I want to be things that are contradictory. Which is to say, disregarding the limits of my humble human frame, I couldn't be all the things I want to be anyway, because, they are mutually contradictory. Which makes me think that wanting them at all is a bad idea. But it's not an idea at all, it's just a fact, isn't it, the things that you want? Not an idea but a... fact that you have to deal with, like traffic lights. - I'm drunk and ashamed of being drunk and so trying to hide it but I don't think I can. I don't think I should be drunk so often, since I don't drink, but I will probably drink tomorrow night, although I don't want to, just like I didn't want to tonight. Was drinking with the ex and my best friend's ex. And my best friend was simultaneously breaking up with his current girl. I want to believe there is mercy in this world. Mercy, pity, and love. I am lost in this life. - "Right now this river's banks are blown" - Pete Townshend |
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