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nyc
2013-03-02 - 12:25 a.m.
I feel so sad I think I will die.
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I know I won't, though, because I've felt this bad before and I never did.
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Is there such a thing as progress? Yeah, I'm sure there is. I had to fight so hard to get my life into some kind of shape I could feel good about... so why don't I feel good about it now?
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I think... I can't just mechanically make myself go through the motions of the things that I know are good for pushing back depression. Or... can I? Fuck.
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I think I'm unhappy because the future just looks fucking awful. So... let's make it look better. Gah. How do I do that?
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"New York City you're almost gone" - Ryan Adams
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